The push of life

The push for life
That is what
This feels like.
I want to relax
But it’s not time
For such deed.
So I am being
Pushed Into
Doing things
That seems
Thrilling but
Only in the long run.

Nothing worth doing
Is fun at first.
There are times
You just have to
Do it
For the future.
It will be worth
It eventually.

When I stop
I am pushed
To keep going
The push of life.
If not done correctly
It leads to death.

I cry to the Lord
He gives me
The comfort
I need in the night.
The songs I listen
Gives me a reminder
For things will never
Always stay this way.

Take heart.
Change is a process
In which you learn
New things
And get rid
Of the old habits.