Mentally thinking people
Are against me
Wishing for them to understand me
My eyes may be opened
But my ears are glued shut.
Hearing the support
From people that
Never used to support
Isn’t easy
To get used to.
With repeatition
My ears are opened
But my heart is dark.
No kind words make
Them beat.

Receiving refuge from
Scared to go to fam
They don’t understand
I tell myself
But why oh why
Are they telling me
To put myself first
Why oh why?
Have they changed?
Is it me?
But they don’t ask how I feel
Some check up
And give me
Verbal advice
The change
I’m not used to

Physically in the present
Mentally moving slowly
Away From the past.
Change is hard to
Come to terms with.
Im’ma need help
With the adjustments.

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