An island

The rush of lust
Drowns me.
I’m fighting to keep
My head up
Resisting the urge.
But I’m buzzing
My blood oozing.
I can’t I can’t
I can’t give in to
This feeling.
Who should I turn to
Who can I talk to.
I look around and
Suddenly I’m left alone
in this great big island.

Families will think I’m crazy.
Friends will think
I’m killing myself.
Will they understand
I think they understand
Fuck.
Should I pull up a sign?
Does anyone know how this feels.
Can’t share too much
Don’t want people knowing too much.
They might feel too comfortable
And start playing with me