Swiping up
Nothing comforts me.
I’m numb.
So used to acting
I forget how I feel.
There’s no use in trying.
I just go with the flow
The glow has gone.
They want me happy
So I stay acting.
Don’t like questions
Being asked
So I stay in the role.
The big sis
I worked so hard
To manifest
Is slowly fading away.
Has the dark
Finally caught
Up on me?
Or is this the so called burn out
Every student talks about?
I don’t know anymore
But time is ticking
That’s for sure.