I’m not feeling great
I just don’t know
what to do anymore.
trying not to get into vices
I hear that it helps
but what if I get
too attached to my vices
wont that make me an addict?
I don’t like the idea
of running.
I like to face my challenges
head on
even though
they leave me
feeling useless and unworthy.
I believe I can make it.
I believe i will survive.
I just need to take some time out
breath new air
feel like the whole world is
not all on my shoulders
but I cant. Why?
im a student.
a student with responsibilities.
that’s my excuse.
coming from not a very typical family.
too many dramas
that I just want to bury my head
under the sand.
I want the happy times to come
but I guess
the absence of money
really does bring out
the true colours.
the presence of money
either covers it
or magnifies it.
Either way I still believe.
i can make it on my own.
the absence of a partner
just makes things harder
