I am living a life
that only has tunnel vision.
I avoid the things that
other want.
So I don’t get trapped
in all those honey.
Mr cupid may have tried, once.
I can’t lie.
I enjoy the feeling
but I pull out
before it goes any further.
We laugh, we smile
they see two young couples
in love.
But it cant be that way.
I don’t deserve this,
Not now.
Having no one around me
but my family
that understands.
I can’t give it a try.
I don’t want my vision
to become blurry.
You got a tunnel vision.
Make the sacrifices now
so you will have a feast tomorrow.
You ain’t the only one
working this hard.
Lift your head, look around
turn off that vision of yours
and look.
That is where the problem lies,
thinking you are in this alone.
Don’t jump in the pool of love.
not now.
You just got back on your two feet.
You wanna fall back again?
why punish yourself ?
treat yourself.
Your future self
will thank you
I promise.
